STOP RAINING.

something's wrong with stupid facebook.

i wanna go to the library, beats studying at home any day.
asdfghjkl 36 more days to pmr.
!@#$%
i can't wait to change my blogskin, it looks awful.

i have big fat problems with sejarah form 2. i think it hates me. malaysian history is so damn fcked up. why can't they have their individual names. why sultan mahmud 1 and bloody sultan mahmud 2.
if i had my way i'd go back in time and shoot all the bloody sultans. (Y)

and look. it's going to rain. no tennis again. wtf. great.

oh and apparently vampire sucks sucks. :/ trailer so hilarious though.
INCEPTION. :/
stupid pmr.

hey kelsey, i'd swim the ocean for you.

today's monday. so fastt. i went to the library yesterday, and I kept thinking it was monday for some reason. I had brunch at pappa rich. :O food there is so bloody expensive, and i find hawker pan min much better than curry mee that costs about triple panmin.
BUT. their toast is the shizzzz. i can almost taste it. yumm.
oh oh and stalker much in the library but whatever.
lazy to cerita.

the library opens late on mondays. :/ so no point going. but see? at home how to study lah.
ada computer, ada food, ada tv, ada bed, ada storybook, HOW?
i'm getting these panic rushes more frequently.
it's like. suddenly your mind becomes clear and you can SEE! like, you know. SEE.
O.O

Oh my god, there's only ONE freaking month. 30 FREWAKING DAYS. and you suddenly zoom in, homg. 30 days is VERY very little time. and then you realize. you aren't prepared at all.

then it's like someone sticks in a cold icy fist inside your gut.
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i have never felt so unprepared in my life. but i know i still have time. if i ber-library everyday, i'll be fine.
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all i can think about is PMR and that nexus exam. two things to worry about (Y)
I'm hoping half the people there will be dumber than me. :) or the exam will be easy.
LOL.
please don't rain todayyyyy.

kthxbai, chinese time.

i want you so bad it hurts.

went to DBKL library with sabrina today, :)
I have a funny story. *cough cough clears throat.

someone knocks on my door. I think it's mom, telling me to wake up, and we're going to pick sab up. So I say "yeah". some more knocks. I shout louder "OKAYYYYYY". so I throw in some stretching noises for good measure, hoping she'll leave me alone. KNOCK SOME MORE. so I storm out of bed, yank open the door and say "WHAT?!" then I see sabrina ooi's face grinning at me.
idiot girl. Hahahaa
she couldn't stop laughing. cause my bedhead is really funny.

anywaysss. we went to the library! :D
the end.
Will be going pretty regularly. School's a waste of timeee.
Oh oh oh and cheryl hooo!!! gonna kill you. :D
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to someoneee.

Omggg. You're not freaking "UNSOCIABLE", for god'ssake! And I wouldn't give a crap if you were anyway. It's possible to have more than one best friend, okay? YES, I DO need you as much as I need the others. so to stop this from being overly cheesy, I shall stop talking and say
I laff you, hamster poop.

will be seeing cherylhoyunquen in the library on monday. teehee. bully small girl time. (Y)


fml results are pretty sucky. that's the understatement of the year.

FML2DMAX.

oh oh waiiit. not so fast. got good news also.
I AM FREAKING SHORTLISTED FOR THE NEXUS SCHOLARSHIP.
Did i mention I actually had a dream of them calling me and telling me I was shortlisted?
And it happened. But they called my mom lah. :D
I am so happy. Please please please call me back for the interview.

after that, you don't ask why. you just don't argue anymore.

totally dissastified with the results i've got so far. bloody hell man.
especially sejarah.
fml. and science.
double fml.
and BM oh yeah bm.
TRIPLE fml.
fmlfmlfmlfmlfmlmax.
nothing's going my way D:
pn grace made the whole lot who didn't bring their books sweep the floor. -.-
so many of us. around 7.
sheesh her. had to go around looking for brooms to borrow like some lost sheep.
blahblahblah. can you believe itt. the sun is actually shining again. so cloudy an hour ago.
I'm so tired. :(



helpless when you smile. :)

deejay got us falling in love again.

nothing to blog about. :D
not in the mood to study until I get my trial results back.
LOVE MY ACID WASHED JEANS.
gala time with umi at astaka. WHEN YOU COME BACK AITES! :D

HAH HAH.

i have a pair of acid washed skinny jeans!

:D

let me cry. then it'll all be fine.

cause it's easier than telling the truth.

I'll regret it in the morn-ing.

wow it's been a long time. there must be something wrong with me.
you know what the worst damn feeling is. it's being used.
yeah you just used me as a i dunno, a life ring and then when you get back ashore you forget about what saved you. tossed aside like a piece of trash. thank you.
what hurts, is knowing that, despite everything, you didn't care.
you are a lot of things, but sorry is definitely not one of them.
oh i think i know where i am on your list. so low-down that you *OOPS* forgot. so funny.
i'm wasting a lot of my energy and brainpower thinking about meaningless things.
i can't stand the bloody song by miranda cosgrove anymore.
i gave myself false hope.
now i'm paying hard for it.
who the hell can i blame.
i can only blame myself right.
it's so bloody unfair sometimes.
sometimes i just look at myself and i think. how different it would be if i weren't like that.

everything's failed. i've failed. let myself down.
you know how they say. if something's not happening you should just accept it isn't going to happen.
i am trying. but somehow it isn't happening.
i'm always in the shadow all the time.
yes i admit. i'm jealous.
are you happy now i've said it. since you always seem to laugh at me or rub it in my face indirectly. yes you do.
but you seem to do it so well without trying or making it seem as if you are, because i always think after that. did you really mean what you said? or were you just being innocent.
oh yeah i'm sure you look down at me sometimes and say. "why am i even friends with her?"
i wonder too why are you even friends with me.
it seems real enough.

i hate not being in control.
get a grip. get a grip.
hold yourself together.



i'm praying so hard for that nexus scholarship.
it's my chance.


now i understand why people get drunk to escape.
give me anything.
just let me escape.

DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

HELLO FURRY FRIENDS.

I SHALL STOP USING THE COMPUTER UNTIL MY TRIALS ARE OVER.

AND STOP OBSESSING OVER FACEBOOK.

kthxbai. ;)

mommy's sending my application to nexus tomorrow. she has to go over personally to send it -_- cause the so called COURIER service only sends it the next day. WHATS THE POINT OF THAT YOU TELL ME.
blahhhhhh.

fingers crossed. :)

so take a chance and don't ever look back.

wanna rape katy perry.
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UGHHH i have NOOOO frickin idea what to do now.
nexus essay is killing me.
trials are starting monday and yeah screwed.
tell me what to do.

feeling pretty hopeless. pmr is on october fourth wtfffff.
that just isn't sinking in.


my high is over.


all that gone. thanks to you. just because you cared about what that person thought.
i don't even know what the hell you're thinking but i guess i don't wanna know. just that. it better not be that bros over hoes thing or i swear i'll chop your balls off.

meteor shower.

completely forgot about the bloody meteor shower. wouldn't have stayed up anyways. :/
hmph.
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okay. first first firstttt.

KIMBERLEY KOH, SABRINA OOI, PHUAY YEE, AUDREY YAP, MADELEINE TEE,

I love you all as much as I love tennis. OKAY. MORE THAN THAT!
and gan ying and newton and gabriel because they WENT. ;p
and thanks to all you people who wished me too!
wanna give you all a big fattt huggggieee.
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seriouslyyy. i did not suspect a single thing. *:)
hais. lazy to blog much.
but. my mom was in it. and she told me to go kfc (in a very discreet way).
so i went upstairs ALONE and erm. sat down facing a brick wall. so i walked to the other side and audrey and phuay yee went like. SURPRISE!
:OOOOO
:OOOOOOO
then after that the rest came. sab, ganying, kim, gab, newton.
then they gave me some huge huge box. with about a 100 layers of newspapers inside. hahaha.
and they put stones in the box. to make it heavy. LOL!
:D
OHH. and they gave me a jar of sticky. :)

me kimberley

WAIT!!!! DON'T STEP BEHIND. WAIT WAIT WAIT.

whaaaaaaaat?

I SAID DON'T STEP BEHIND. DON'T MOVE AT ALL!

whyyy??

THERE'S SOMETHING THERE. DON'T MOVE.

*all i see is a blob of something.

okay okay.

*turns back around.

phuay yee says HAPPY BIRTHDAY! holding the sticky jar.

:OOO

funny wei kim. i really thought there was a scorpion hiding under my baju kurung.

i love you guys to bitssss.
mwah mwah.

wild and bereft, assassin is born.

I have quite a few things to say.
first.
leo installation tomorrow.
one, you have to have a white long sleeved shirt and slacks with no pockets, completely black flats, and black socks.
fyi, slacks are MEANT to have pockets. if they don't, they're called pants la wtf. and plain black flats with no sequins no whatnot. what if i happen to be poor and i only have white flats and i cant buy one or borrow one. not gonna let me in? and who the eff wears socks with flats you tell me. DO YOU WEAR SOCKS WITH CROCS?
no effing way right. -_-
whatever man seriously.
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next thing issss. i dislike people who bullshit.
it might be funny but it's not see how you like it if i did the same to you.
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aaaaaand. we did some awesome tissue tie dye thingy in seni yesterday. first time i actually enjoyed seni i think. heheh yeshh my tissue tie dye turned out awesome (Y)
lol i so don't feel like going for leo installation tomorrow. i don't even really care about being a member -.- seriously.
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i feel like eating rotibom. mm calorie overload (Y)

got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby.

gonna cash it right in for a new mercedes, you were worth a hundred thousand miles.would you let me stay awhile?

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omgwtfbbq teacher said trials are moved to TWELFTH OF AUGUST???

why lah babi >(

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i should be studying. heh :X

omg really screwed.

i mean really.

how to get A la no mood to study.

have no mood at all lah todaay.. :/

but when i look at gabriel's face i feel happier. :D

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no mooood no moooooddddddddd.

in the mood to sleep.

but how. need to study.

wtf man.

i feel like i'm forced to do something.

the photo at the top has got to be the best shot by vern's dslr.

rest all damn retarded. D:

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i feel veryyy fake.

mood swings.

anyway sabrina ooi xu peng! i found out how to them retarded scheduled posts already! thankyouthankyou. sifuuuu.

there must be something more.

ehehehhe. cute leh cute leh cute leh.

no it's not me. -_-

fyi people. SHE'S A GIRL.

ERIN.

EEEEHHH. can't wait for kh tomorrow. we're doing chocolate chip cookies.

pretty much the easiest recipe ever.

spam chocolate chips.

i hate chocolate chips with no chips. -_- such a scam.

:D

man i'm kinda fed up of playing monthly medal.

.....zzzz every month play with puteri oni.

blahhhs.

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can't wait dinner tomorrow.

hardly been out for dinner lately. :/ sienzzzz.

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me ish stalking cute boi. double N. ;)

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what a gentleman. hehhh.

i feel like going to the beach.

anything la. i hate being sick. exerted myself like hell in school.

idiots make me laugh laugh laugh then after i laugh i cough like mad.

that gabriel and kimberley. -.-

EEEEE GABRIEL CHAR SIEW PAU!

hahaha. and gabriel gonna get anus infection. :p

omg trials brought forward sort of.

OH SHIT I HAVE TO PRINT THAT THING BRB

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okies.

tired.

OHCRAP WHERE THE FUG IS MY APRON.