The White Tie Affair.

officially obsessed with them. STILL can't change my frigging font size and colour. ugh. ugh. ugh.
today was the last day of BM tuition! yay yay yay. no more waking up early on mondays. so today when mom was fetching me back from tuition.. she said "you know what I heard on fly fm? they're giving out RM 200 roxy vouchers. and the grand prize gets RM 500 worth of universal CD'S or roxy vouchers." I was like "OMG."
sooo. I was so determined to get it. I found out that you have to sing Mama Do.
and and and. I ran into the house, printed out the lyrics and begged yuen hung to do it too. since.. you know. guys can do it too and more chances of winning.
I sat next to the radio doing math the whole time. I was so impatient. When I was in the car, the deejay said "short while more". twenty minutes later and I was still hopping.
everrryyy time the deejay's voice came out, I'd start keying in the num.
then when he said blah blah cue to call. I was like. HOHOHMYGOD.
straightaway when he finished saying the number I dialled. I was SO SO SO shocked when the guy answered. at first I thought "wow did i accidentally dial the wrong number?"
then the guy was like "hello, who's this?" and i was like OMG.
um um. when i heard myself on radio later...I sounded like a bimbo seriously. I was laughing and I couldn't stop saying "thank you".

I SANG MAMA DO ON RADIOOO.

I'm hyper.
after I won, I called jun wai and started jumping around! and and I called yuen hung and he said he laughed. :/ whatever. I'm so hyper.
A random guy could just punch me and I'd hug him.

I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm, I'll be the sun that breaks the storm.

pretty baby, dont you leave me, I have been saving smiles for you.

soo. i hate blogger. i can't change the colour of my font. or my font size.
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*randomly casts about for a topic..
ok. boy or friends? friends. causeee. in my point of viewww. a guy could just ditch you anytime. then again friends could. but if your friends just ditch you they wouldn't be your friends. i know my friends wouldn't. ;D causeee. we're too awesomely retarded.

taylor lautner and taylor swift? homygosh. it's like. tall, dark, hunky, handsome hunk meets blonde, blue-eyed, country singer. it's sooo.. contrasting. no no taylor needs someone hotter. like a model. like. he needs a beach babe. like like like. uuuum. someone dark.
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lol. i still haven't been to see the diploma teacher yet. her name is clare. and she's single. middle-aged. ugh. please don't let her be like my ex-japanese teacherrr. shits. lol. FYI. my jap teacher was a hag. she had a moustache. and she had freaky short hair like a mouse. and she had harry potter glasses. and she dresses like an AH MA. seriously. no scratch that.. AH MA dresses better than her. she wore this white blouse with the sleeves coming halfway down her elbows, and this long (until the calves) floral skirt. purple and black floral skirt. gag gag.
and once.. she had a cold. and she had to blow her nose. i really can't describe the sound. i just.. well i couldn't stand it and i had to laugh!!! yes lah i know it's like super rude. but but but i couldn't stand it. i sort of snorted a lil. then she looked at me. and i was like "sorry, sorry, sorry". then she stared at me. i think she didn't know i was laughing at her.
it sounded like an elephant. SERIOUSLY.
she lectured me once. cause my classes were on wed. and wed was pjk day. so i wore baju kurung. so i just wore the white spaghetti straps to her class. she lectured me. "At sri aman girls school, we were taught by the sisters to dress appropriately. and even though i am a japanese teacher, it is my duty to tell her." imagine that. she told my mom that.
i wanted to say into the extension "you're not my fricking mom so shut the hell up."
anyways. i pray to God that she's not like that. i don't think so. i hope so.
OH OH OH. I HEARD SHE'S STRICT.
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oh i got five new pairs of shoes. not NEW. but still in good condition. all from vincci. i'm as happy as happy can be.

i dunno if you were lying. i wish you were. i'm tired of lying to myself. but i'm still confused. sometimes i tell myself it was you. it was always you. but then i think that if nothing's happened, it's not gonna happen. shit. i'm so effed up.
i hate you sometimes. i hate you for saying that. i never really said much about it did i? just shrugged, laughed it off. and it was easy. why couldn't you have sorted out your feelings earlier.
darn you for bringing it up and making me think about this.

you pissed me a lot just now. a lot. kays so maybe i shouldn't blame you for that. since you don't know me all that well to know that it's a sore point on me.
but still you could tell i wasn't laughing. at your lame joke.

Meet me on your best behavior, meet me on your worst.

went out to OU yesterday with retards. so few guys nee. sad right.
saw kok mun bowling with his dad. OMFG.
went there at 12.30. purposely went later so no need to eat there. ;D
then went shopping (window).
movie. New Moon. I tried not to faint when taylor lautner appeared onscreen.
tried not to shout and run up the the movie screen and kiss it when taylor lautner appeared onscreen SHIRTLESS.
dangs. he is so hot. die bella swann.
the group of werewolves are pretty hot too. will look them up like the stalker I am. ;)
actually thought of buying the RM 20 kitschen top. seriously wanted to pick up the phone and tell kim to buy for me. decided not to. saving money for a real shopping spree in december.
like REAL. i'm going to splurge like nobody's business.
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are you annoyed with me or what? talk to me also like potong potong potong. i have no clue.

I have no idea how to break it to you. you say i can make you or break you?

am i being a good friend, a bad one, or a two-faced one? someone tell me what to do.
my pick is bad one.
kills me to see you like this. kills me to see myself thinking like this.
i feel so confused and i dunno, happy at the same time? why the shit is everything so connected.
what i'd give to feel the way you do.

Did you think that I would cry, over the phone?

MYMAIDSAWBRADPITT!MYMAIDSAWBRADPITT!

MY MAID SAW BRAD PITT IN CAMBODIA!!!
MY MAID SAW BRAD PITT IN CAMBODIA!!!
MY MAID SAW BRAD PITT IN CAMBODIA!!!
MY MAID SAW BRAD PITT IN CAMBODIA!!!
MY MAID SAW BRAD PITT IN CAMBODIA!!!

she freaking saw BRAD PITT in CAMBODIA.
she SAW BRAD PITT.
he smiiiled and wiiiinked and waaaved at her.

in cambodia, third world country, hardly anyone knows BRAD PITT. so they were in a mall, he walked past her with a super hot male specimen. she thought "hm where have I seen this guy before? He looks familiar." then they walk past each other again. she's staring at him, then he winks at her. then it comes to her in a flash "oh my god BRAD PITT."
then she stared after him, and he turned back and waved at her.

and she didn't get a picture or autograph. cause he was pretty far away by then.
oh my GOD! I mean, that's BRAD PITT! LIKE, THEEE BRAD PITT. the brad pitt who stars in Mr and Mrs Smith and blah.
THE Brad Pitt with a fricking gorgeous wife.
aungghhhh. THEEE Brad Pitt we will never see again, except in glossy magazines.

Cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

was pretty mad with my mom today morning. but oh well. I forgive fast.
really really can't wait for 2nd December. going to Cameron Highlands with Mad and Sab for the AGAPE camp. gonna be fun fun fun! think it's gonna be back to the warmer season there soon.
I could cry, though. we still ain't got a fricking camera. :(((


I think this is the sien-nest holiday ever.

Things I've been doing so far

1. Watch TV.
2. Use the comp.
3. Read.
4. Play Monopoly with bro and sis.
5. Play chess with them.
6. Rot.

I'm not even playing tennis. :O

sleepover, anyone?

For you I bleed myself dry.

Uber late post. Last Saturday, I went out for dinner with my aunt, uncle, and dad.
Cousin got invitation for four to the launch of this french restaurant in bsc, cause she knows the big fish guy. so for three days, dinner is literally on the house. meaning FREE. everything free.
since mom just recovered from her fever and all, and obviously my brother and sister can't go, we called my aunt and uncle. :)
dressed up to the nines for that dinner.

so at 9 we walked to bsc. the restaurant is called the Pressroom. and it's right next to WIP and La Bodega. next to the expensive-as-hell restaurants. sooo. the room is so cool. it's all low lighting and posh seats and posh waiters and posh UNIFORMS. first we met the big fish. his name is Sebastian. and he's from france. and he's quiiite good looking.

the waitress came with the (posh)menu. sooo. we started with the starter. then my aunt was like "kiet (my dad), you're sure this is free?" then my dad said "yeah poh gaik said it was free." then my aunt looked pretty doubtful still, so my dad tried calling cousin. couldn't reach cause she was in a wedding dinner. then my dad (discreetly)asked the waiter. and yeah it was free. lol.
my aunt had to check cause the soup cost rm 22. :O
after reading the menu a few times... i have three words.

PRICEY. FANCY. POSH.

lazy to describe everything on the menu. but anyways. Normallyy.. every restaurant has a starter, appetizer, soup, main course, dessert, side orders right? and mostly you just pick the main course and dessert right? well.. I picked one from everything. even the side orders.
nuts right? wellll. reasons why I did it. cause. The cheapest thing on the menu is RM 14. and the rest? Use your imagination.
SOUP - FRENCH ONION SOUP
STARTER - STEAK TARTARE ON TOAST.
MAIN COURSE - DUCK CONFIT WITH (insert a posh-sounding french word here)
DESSERT - CHOCOLATE (insert a lot of posh-sounding french words here, it's really long)
SIDE ORDER - DAUPHINOISE POTATOES

they ran out of chicken dumpling soup. imagine that. that's what i ordered first. soup was good. that cheesey-bread-y thingy in the middle of the soup was good. oh by the way the soup came at 9.40 pm. dad ordered escargots. the snails. they came in this cute little bowl with about six snails in it. oh oh. first guess how much they cost. RM 48. one tiny little snail = RM 8.
umm. I tried one. If I were one or two years younger I wouldn't have. But it was. yummy. a biiit overcooked. then my steak tartare came.
it was RAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWW.
lol FYI I hate raw food. I just stinking hate it. It's just gross to eat salmon raw too.
SOOO.. I sat there for half a minute staring at it and wondering whether they would force me to pay a fine if I just left this "high-class" order on the table. but tentatively I tried one. and it was awesome. seriously. it didn't even taste raw. the turn off was when i reached the centre of the patty I found a raw egg yolk there. oh man gag.
I ABSOLUTELY HATE RUNNY EGG YOLKS. THERE'S NOTHING RAW-ER THAT I HATE.
eeee.
then the main course came with the Dauphinoise potatoes. stinking yummy.
the potatoes were just.. heavenly. and the duck had this lil' potato pancake or something underneath. and it was good. I don't even think I wanna know how much it costs.
By the time it was dessert, I seriously undid my belt one more hole (hopefully no one noticed. I was bursting okay. o.o
after dessert, Sebastian came over to our table.
and he saidd blah blah blah how was it was it good service how?
then he said "I heard mademoiselle had a problem with the starter." and he winked at me.
then everyone was laughing. so I said "it was good. I liked it." and blah blah.
I had to force myself to stand up and shake his hand. and walk home too.
when I reached home my stomach was literally killing me. I nearly puked.. :/
Curled up and rocked myself on the bed. then I read time traveler's wife for the second time.
stupid jun wai. didn't know who I was. :P


p.s. one piece of steak. almost exactly the size of your computer mouse, costs rm 90.
p.s.s. our dinner that day, if charged, would total to RM 786.

You're a hot mess, and I'm falling for you.

ugh. lecture yesterday during dinner. UGH UGH UGHHHH.
oh come on, forgodssakes, it's the fricking HOL-I-DAY.
if my hols are gonna be the same as my school days, what for have a damn holiday la pls.
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I hate my blog to bits. Stupid stupid blogger. still can't change my blogskin :( MMPH.
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Guess what my mom suggested today. :D I was looking for the canvas backpack. She said "maybe you should bring a trolley bag". I nearly fell off my chair.
so I was like "puhlease, mom it's like a four day camp only."
GAK. trolley bag.
over my dead body will I use one. I'll stuff it all into my backpack even if it kills me.
I might use a trolley bag if sabrina and madeleine do. :P for a fact I know they won't.
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OMGOMGOMG. SHOCKING NEWS. I can only watch one movie this month. XIAO.
once again it's the hols!!! as in movies in the cinema lah. bang goes my plan of watching new moon and christmas carol. will just have to buy the DVD. :(
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nothing much happened today. i went for taekwondo. :O literally dragged my arse up. more fun today cause ben wong wasn't there. muah ha ha. can change my uniform next year d. HA HA.
oh oh oh guess what! Going to bsc tonight for dinner at the launch of this new french restaurant. called - uh. forgot the nameee!!! really really excited. going with dad, aunt and uncle. mom and siblings staying at home nyah ha ha. eating leftovers summore. :P

think I'm going out on Mon with my mom to the mall. need to find a prezzie for my (ex)piano teacher. speakin bout piano.. mom's called up a few teachers. fyi diploma is fricking expensive. Ever heard of RM 140/RM 100 per HOUR?????
thinking about whether i should do diploma or start violin. think I'll do diploma. Don't really fancy violin for some weird reason. maybe that's cause when i was a small kid, i remember i went to cousin's house and she had a violin and i dropped it. and she killed me. i think i cried. :/
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I just discovered this K-drama called Iris. it's fawesome. LOL. i bet you're thinking "I thought she hated asian dramas". well, as a matter of fact, I do. BUT. this korean drama is seriously cool. it's about some assasin thingy. secret agents. sound hot?
the hotter thing is the lead actor is SEXAYY. *drooool.
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Ciaos for now. gotta go change :D

P.S. I effink hate this weather. Raining every SINGLE DAY. unbloodybelievable.

Where were you when we were all getting high?

Verny's nichii dress. :D finally uploaded the pics. maybe will put 'em on fb.

Am super addicted to Champagne Casanova now.

Quote Matt "You have excellent taste in music."

I miss school to bits. :/

Arrgh can't go to Vern's condo. Not sure about more outings either this week. No transport till mom's fully recovered. ISH.

Hols are ass-boring.

So I'm uploading pics on facebook. Blardy slow.

Right beside you, is where I belong.

i love this pic. :D

nyeh sabrina.

outside the class.

gabriel!

MORE PICTURES ON WWW.FACEBOOK.COM

When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?

last day of school. ended. poof. just like that. one whole year. wowww. like WOWWWW.

And like mad, i have a few things to confess. :D

1. When I found out from ashraf that I got into 2 Cempaka.. my first reaction was.
2. oh shit I only know michelle.
3. seriously. i checked my chat history and that's the first thing i said. :PPP
4. like i said, i didn't know anyone in form one. AT ALLLL.
5. I love 2 C. like love love love to bits.
6. And I've never had so much fun in my school life before.
7. OK. just randomly making a list of people i only knew this year... urm. kim, sab, cheryl, mich lum, mich goh, jia hwang, aud, mad, phuay yee, newt. lazy to type.

I brought phone to school. And lelaina "LAIMA" asked me to do the stupid finger-down-your-shirt thing. =.= do it yourself lah. considered throwing the nail clipper down.. but the prefects near me were ashraf and bei jue. so decided not to.

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random stuff that happened today

audrey and I got the same body shop lip balm. hers is passionberry and mine is orange. sabrina went high sniffing it. seriously it smells damn good. my stupid pimple burst. oh.. and i said "pn baljit i'll miss your turban" and she heard me... and when i was being fetched to school i saw a lot of people. and i really can't think of anything else to say...

oh. and random thing to say about 2009 is? i used the word "Retard" a lot.

Because my dreams are bursting at the seams.

Mom's been sickk. :///

So Dad came to school to get my rep card... was pretty unsure whether he could find my class. but surprise surprisee!!! Daddy found my class. And I didn't need to escort him after all. ;P
was pretty nervous about him getting my rep card for the FIRST TIME IN MY EIGHT YEARS OF SCHOOLING. and surprise surprise again. it wasn't that bad. maybe cause i already told him my results. BUT he did ask a few questions about my kokurikulum.
and i translated all the comments into english for him.
;DDD


LOL BENEDICT SIM REN, IF YOU READ THIS POST. I hate you oh-so-very-much. And the next time I see you in school, I shall kill you.

I hate booger blogger. i can't change my blogskin.
shit.

When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home.

mi sedaap was a success today!!! hip hip hooray!!

we're gonna get science tomorrow. and i'm not sure how to feel.
i am.. sorta neutral. like i've already got so much crap results. getting another crap one will just be like.. like a.. slap to someone who's already stoned. it'll just make the person even stoner.
is there even such a word. "stoner".
i hate baljit lah. why can't she give us geo. just get it over with.
oh mann. i swear, next year i will study. like a nut. seriously.
it's pretty unsettling.
i have no idea how my grades detoriated so badly... :(
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kim's going P.D. tomorrow. :/
school is gonna be even more boring now.
no one to go to toilet with. no one to snatch my wooden chair away and scream like a maniac.

oh we played the "chop chilli chop chilli chop chop chop"
really funny.

oh and sabrina. remember the mongrel? im explaining. like. how i dropped the mi sedaap during KH. remember? you managed to do it perfectly and i couldn't. mongrel. argh. arrrgh.
my point is... i can't control me.

Look how they shine for you.

school is abso-effing-lutely BORING.
at least, it's so boring that you don't know what to do. at all.
we played the "darling, i love you, if you love me can you please smile" game.
pretty hilarious. btw i laughed on purpose when yu jing tried it, i really wanted to try it on sabrina. :PPP BECAUSE I KNEW SHE WOULD LAUGH. HUNDRED PER CENT.

yesterday we got back our seni and sejarah results. i didn't get what i expected.
eff eff RKA is next WEDNESDAY?!?! like seriously??? oh em gee.
that means i gotta tell my dad. BUT I NEED MY ENGLISH MARKS FIRST BEFORE I TELL HIM THE RESTTT!!! OH SHID.
how can they actually have this chinese proverb that says "youth are just complaining without knowing real hardship."
there's a diff okay. like, SURE, we're not in the fields harvesting padi or having maggots in our brain or whatnot. but still. I'm sure they people harvesting padi wouldn't wanna be in my shoes okay. OK OK fine i'll stop complaining. cause i don't wanna harvest padi.
Conclusion : I am a lazy shit.

by the way. i really hate the way my blog looks. im gonna change it soon.
watched the time traveller's wife. absolutely love the show. absolutely the book.
cousin asked me what i want from australia.
i'm thinking of asking him to get me the crocs. they are seriously cheap over there. RM 50 only.
"IF I WAS A RICH GIRLL.. NA NA NA NANANANANAAAA..."
that was what i was thinking when i was in U.S.
i miss america. i miss the food, i miss the people, i miss the weather, i miss looking at all the nice things i can't afford, i miss the hot guys, i miss six flags rollercoaster wonderland for rollercoaster freaks like me, i miss wal mart, i miss the outlets, i miss the food AGAIN, i miss the fruits, i miss the channel Vh1, i miss having a house with a carpet, i miss being able to walk to the supermarket, i miss pepper the mini schaunzer, i miss grandma and grandpa little, i miss their frickin house, i miss their nice-smelling martha stewart towels, i miss their armchairs, i miss their sofa, i miss the milk there, i miss the snickerdoodles, i miss the uber nice candy, i miss their hershey's. i miss everything.

agh agh ackk. gonna be cooking todayy. :)))
guess what. INSTANT NOODLIESSS. <3
mi sedaap is nice okay. nicer than maggi i think. but indonesia's mi sedaap nicer.
:P

You got me lookin' for the rest of me.

I memorized the whole song by Owl City already. In one night. Pro leh.
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neways. yesterday had to be the worst day in existence for me. I've never gotten that many suckish results in ONE WHOLE EFFINK DAY.
eff. eff. eff.
Soo. chicken me doesn't wanna tell my dad. i told my mom though. :///
wanted to tell my dad but he was so tired yesterday and i didn't wanna.. you know.
i feel awful. i feel so terrible. and i feel a lil' guilty using the computer and being a lazy shit.
:(((
no other words. i feel like shit. i feel guilty as shit.
what the heck am i going to say when my dad says "so, have you got any results back yet?"
i gotta tell him sooner or later. no way am i letting him find out through my rep card.
OH EFF.
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uncle from aus is here. michelle, i'm worse off than you now. i have to speak chinese to him.
and he's constantly asking me how to read or write this chinese word or other.
OH OH. and i have found out the number one worst question people ask.

here goes... (uncle, me, dad)

so, what do you want to be when you grow up?

a lawyer.

wow, a lawyer! now where do you want to go for that?

umm. not sure yet.

no you have to just say.

ERRM.

okay.. do you want to stay in malaysia, or go to singapore, or go overseas?

overseas.

(then uncle speaks to my dad).

you know, she should go to cambridge or oxford.

yes, but she needs top grades for that.

(obviously that made me cringe. top grades indeed.)

P.S. translate the whole conversation into chinese, except my dad's part.

aunghhh. i hate that question. "SO, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?"

AND THEN MOST PROBABLY IT WILL BE FOLLOWED BY "WHY?"

WHADDAHELL DO YOU MEAN "WHYYY?"

oh my goodness.

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