if i can't have you.

lol lol lol lol loll.
i went to the dbkl library to do my sejarah project.
i'd almost forgotten, the library is so quiet (duh).
it'd be a way cooler place to study at than homee. :DDD
too bad it ain't near my place. D:

yada yada nothing better to blog about..
oh yeah. volleyball today morning. i THIINK audrey and i are picked.

did i mentionnn? i bought the checkered shirts. RM 70. BUY ONE FREE ONE OKAY.
Oh god.
did i mentionnn? i've never been so broke in my entire lifee.
wo mei you qian le. D:
oh yeahh.
i've spent the rm 200 roxy voucher. went to sunway, spent 190 of it on a handbag, the remaining ten, add ten more of my own money, and buy 10 roxy badges.
sad much? if only i got the additional RM 200. oh whatthehheck. no use crying over spilt milk LMFAO.

aghhh. will be savin up my money till after PMR. wah liao ehh. that feels like ages away yet feels like it's round the corner.
omggg.
printer screwed. wtf of all times NOW? it was working perfectly fine this afternoon. -.-


Omggg. I miss x muchs.

im never gonna do it right, am i?

I'm thinking of buying the glee soundtrack.

better than downloading it. :D oh well i'm one to talk right. i aint got no money.

yesterday was a historical day in my family? got to be one of those big big rows that happen maybe once in three years or something. yeah it was a huge row. between dad and me. right now i'm thinking. if anyone saw me, i'd be sent to a counselling room immediately.
whatever. everything's good now. hopefully it stays that way.
i seriously hate blogger. I HATE YOU BLOGGER. GIVE ME BACK MY BLOG.

you know one of those rare moments when you suddenly experience total clarity of your surroundings. like you suddenly SEEE.

arrghh. i'm totally in love with volleyball.

i'm going to sunway tomorrow. haha. roxy shoppanggg. kim and aud, i want my fos jeans yeah. imagine, every one of us would have them, it'd be like our uniform or something. LOL. hahaha. just a thought. :)

okaaay. i watched alice in wonderland for the second time yesterday. went to tropicana city with mom and siblings. haha. percy jackson, i'm coming!!!
and omg i saw so many people?? like in the morning, fam havin breakfast in a kopitiam in BANGSAR (where i stay), and suddenly i see miss malathi.
i'm like "holy bleep that's my english teacher what IS SHE DOING HERE??" and yeah, i'm ashamed about it now, but i hid my face. SHE WALKED PAST MY TABLE! i mean, after what happened when that idiot ravi caught me, i'd be pretty shy to see malathi again right. anyway my mom went like "WHY DIDNT YOU SAY HI?" LMAO mom.
in tropicana city, i saw this bunch of lalas from our school. and i saw one dude from taek there? and he sat same row as us. omfgg.
why are they stalking me??? DD:
perasan. :D

i badly wanted these things i saw that day. this awesome black strapless dress in kitschen which cost rm 80, i might consider getting it another day. and this purple loose dress but tight at the bottom was awesome. i think it was 70.
nichii has really nice high waisted belts. will be getting one if i can't find one in sunway tomorrow. :D
anyway we were lookin at heels there. and i was pointing out the nice ones and my mom goes like "too grown up for you la" at every single one. haha. she'll stil get them for me in the end though. LOL.
i want those gladiator thingies. the super one that covers your calves too.


blah blah blahhh.
i'm so damn addicted to glee nowww.
btw did i mention? i haven't watched much american idol. :OOOO

bye peepies.

i've promised myself i won't settle for mediocrity.

update update..

omgs. the weekend! hello hello gorgeous weekend.
more than that, hello hello gorgeous holidays, i was wondering when you'd arrive.
so much has been going on these few days, i've been so damn exhausted once i arrive home from school and i'm just so damn busy.
leo interview. rachel and michelle interviewed me? the question that really stumped me was THREE POSITIVE THINGS ABOUT MYSELF?
i mean.. erm. i had to sit there "err"-ing for at least a minute before i crapped out lame answers which i wont post here. :D
interhouse volleyball matches.
we're in third place!! wheeee.
we lost to purple. -.-
i'm so glad i got to play.
to the blue house team.. poh wei, emma, di wern, jesslyn, and tammy (hope i didn't leave anyone out, i don't think so), thanksss. <3

gosh i wonder what everyone's doing in school now. unfortunately i am not in school receiving my medal, and i didnt get to watch the finals. DDD:
poops.
nevermind. it was mummy and kunthea's birthday. so i had to stay at home and celebrate.
happy birthday mummy and kunthea. love you two loads.

and and. it was someone's birthday this week. i know. but i can't remember who.
OH YES. I GOT IT NOW.
EU WENG AND JUN WAI. haha.
happy birthday eu weng! it was finally your real birthday. thats alrite i'll still wish you every single damn day until you scream like that day. sorry about last time, again.
happy birthday jun wai. my mothereffing mom. who shoos me out of the house and lets me sleep with the dog. how did i start talkin to you again? oh yeah. we invented those pills. the skinny, muscular, fat, pill.
hope you guys had an awesome one.
since im on the subject of birthdays i'll wish the older ones.
happy birthday phuay yee and acker! :D

everything's all right now.


holidaysss. omggg. verny going phuket.
damn jealous.

me? i'm going to phuket with my reference books.


omg. asean scholarship? try for what? sure cannot get la. but like sab says "what have you got to lose?" sure i'll try. as long as dumbass teddy bear gives us our rep cards. -.-
why is it that young malay teachers are damn annoying? to me at least. dumbass botak mohamed gave us moral test with no warning. dumb shit. teddy bear is annoying. -.-

SATURDAY.

HEY HEY GORGEOUS WEEKEND.

saturday was fun! kembara frisbee game and leo orientation.
damn fun lah. :D need i say more?
after leo. i stank of eggs, flour, and goodness knows what else. i think i've never been so filthy in my life, ever.
I came home and stayed in the shower for two hours. :D
so now i'm clean. :)
RED CHINDIANS RULE!!!
I love our cheer mann.
1 little 2 little 3 little chinese, 4 little 5 little 6 little chinese, 7 little 8 little 9 little chinese, one little indian boy!
and the indian boy is VIVEKKK!
the only person who was on my team in my class was cheryll.
wei hao, martin, ji min, jeremy, zhan yeh, sue may, charmaine and cheryl were on my team. and not forgetting vivek.

i was so tired yesterday.
next week is going to be crazy too.
what with inter house volleyball. AND WHATTHEFISH, THEY HAVEN'T EVEN CHOSEN PEOPLE YET??? WTF WEIHH. I don't even know whether I'm in or not!
plus leo interview. i won't have much time to study next week.
so i'm trying to make use of sunday, but unfortunately not working out so well.

i know that all i'm doing is hot air. i'm just saying but i don't do it.
which is study. like i whine and whinge all the time about how pmr is so close, but i'm not really doing anything productive. D:
i'm so worried.
i know my face is going to sprout fireworks when pmr nears.
that happened in UPSR too. :(
I MISS PRIMARY SCHOOL.

KIMBERLEYYYY... ARE YOU READY KIDSS??? AYE AYE CAPTAIN!! I CAN'T HEAR YOUUUU. AYE AYYEEE CAPTAIN!!! WHOOOOOOOO.... WHO LIVES IN A PINEAPPLE UNDER DE SEAAA???/
SPONGEEEBOBBBBB SQUAREEEEEEEEEPANTS!!!!!


CAN'T WAIT FOR ALICE IN WONDERLAND TOMORROWWWWW. NEEYEEEEYEEE.