i could really use a wish right now.

I looked kinda retarded in the jump shots today. blahh.

SEE MY FUGLY KICK.

shuk ling's netherlands vuvuzela. :D her brother got it back from south africa :O

the awesome team. NanobotZ with a Z and we don't care. :D

LOL. look at us mann.

another team shot!

michelle, me, vern, cheryl, ashley.

sabrina, kim, phuay yee, aud, shen nee.

think this is the first time I'm actually uploading photos on my blog. ahahha.

soccerthon was on friday. and heckkk. it was frustratingggg.

we went to downcourt to practice. "PRACTICE" :D

we were laughing more than kicking the ball.

we went back to school at 3.30. our game was supposed to be at 5.30. LOLLL.

but in the end we played at 6.15ish.

it was raining. and the jam was massive. and my dad was waiting at the tennis court for about an hour. holycrap.

was expecting massive lecture even though it wasn't my fault but no. :)

yesyesyesss. epic move. i nearly shot an own goal but py saved it. ohmygod.

damn bloody bloody embarassed and pai seh wei. :S

i was so freaking stupid.

-.-

sorry sorry :X

apparently everyone was yelling.

ESTHER!!! THIS SIDE!!!! THE OTHER SIDE!!!!

omgggg.

**

i was really really out of breath that match. i could barely breathe mann.

then family reunion dinner yesterday. dad's cousin from australia came down.

omggg my baby cousin is total loveeeeeee.

EHEHEHEEH.

i love babies. :D

***

came to school at 8ish today. we played against 4D's other team.

i heard they won the whole thing. congrats.

took pictures like mad after that.

then we decided to go for - lunch. where? no idea just keep walking around.

we walked to A&W. then we went to wong kok.

kim sab and i shared. total RM7. :O

went home. slept slept slept.

btw i'm sick. got some running nose, massive body aches, and slight cough and sore throat.

this morning mummy knocked on my door and went like "Esther, wake up!"

Im like. (insert hoarse tone) "yeah?"

omg could barely talk this morning lol.

***

and ANYWAYS. he apologized!!! hahahaha.

he was like butting in when we were taking photos and went like.

HEY ESTHER! i kinda pretended not to hear or something cause i was gonna jump.

then kim was like. go away la. people busy now.

then he was like "I just wanted to apologize."

ahaha. fine la fine la. apology accepted. :)

and i'm sorry also.

see la my plan of being mean failed.

***

KIMBERLEY KOH SWEE PENG.

:D

and I'll be here by the ocean...

just waiting for proof, that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams.
***


been feeling very confused latelyyy. :/
i'd never admit it, ever. but you've kinda grown on me. like some parasite that i don't need but can't live without.
that doesn't even make sense.
it's like some waterfall consistently beating down on a rock until it gives way.
i guess that's how i've become.
feels that way.. but yet..
AGH I DON'T KNOW.

can you believe it. mom actually forgot she sent me to tuition. like homg.
mummy you're getting alzheimers. :O just joking. :)


anyway. i'm going to describe a person. and you see if you can guess who he is!

he's a malay. he's 15 years old. he's in 3 Angsana. he thinks he's very loveable and cute. he thinks everyone likes him. he thinks he's the cutest thing on the planet. he thinks he's very funny when people laugh at his lame jokes. he quotes spongebob. he used to draw cartoon spongebobs (i dunno if he still does that now). he acts like a three year old kid. he also looks like a gangly octopus with long legs, hands, and a retarded monkey face. he also laughs at his own jokes when no one laughs to make himself feel better i guess.

CAN YOU GUESS WHOOO???? OOOOO.
I'm sure you can.

anyway. I used to be good friends with this person in form 1. form 2 we still were. he used to be cheerful, everyone just liked being around him. but now? he's just plain plain FUCKING annoying.

this person, likes to wave his hands within 2 centimeters of your face and shout (HEYYYYY "your name here"!!!!!!!!!!). Like no kidding. you can feel the wind already. this person also likes to say STUPID WORTHLESS things which aren't even remotely funny. this person might think he is trying to be nice, but no. people have told him he is plain rude and annoying, but this person doesn't really get the hint.

in short (to me) this person is an asshole. oh not because he's annoying, no.
it's because of what he did today.

DUDE. LET ME JUST STATE SOMETHING.
NO ONE. I REPEAT. NO. ONE.
NO.
ONE.
TOUCHES.
MY.
FUCKING.
FACE.
ESPECIALLY NOT YOU. you bloody dog.

oh don't worry. i'm gonna get you back. you wait. :)

IMMA HAPPY GAL O YEAH.

I'M REALLY HAPPY.
HAHAHHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA.
FLY FM IS DA SHIZZ YO.
everyone should listen to fly fm. love love love.
:D
***

ahah. rushing my recommendation letter for malathi to mark now.
SOCCERTHON's tomorrow and i'm feeling really excited. i know i'm shocked ey.
i've never played football in my life so don't laugh okay.
i really can't waiiit! :)
***

yay yay yayyyyyyyyyy.


whoahhh today was fun.
:D
winks.

pink sky cotton candy clouds.

randommmm. guys who blog are (Y). :)
gabriel should start a blog. heeheeheheeee.
***

boredom. i should've skipped school today. but we had class. :/
HEHEHE PN LIEW SO CUTE. :D
walao science first two periods boring sial. we finished the cool stuff like neutron stars and black holes. so we were doing space exploration at the chem lab.
zzzzzz.
***

school felt like ages today. couldn't wait for school to end. very very lethargic.
what with chinese class. -.-
but hey, she stopped picking on me already! now she's moved on to sabrina and phuay yee.
***

madeleine, i miss you baby.
***

soccerthon. HAHAHAAAAA. i'm not giving any money. wouldn't mind playing football but but who wants to raise that much money for something we won't be able to enjoy right.
***

i'm off to study. bye non existent people.

and i just wanna say.
gabriel's the cutest.
:O i'm obsessed.

how can we win, when fools can be kings?

baby, why didn't you call me if you wanted more information? i'm always here for you! you promised you would call.
**

it really is the chance of a lifetime ehh. really need it bad. hahaha. guess what la baby. i was working on that essay, ACTUALLY WROTE a few paragraphs, but i didn't save it yet. then i went out. then after dinner. suddenly. my mom walked in and went like. WHO SWITCHED OFF THE COMPUTER? im like oh fark my essay!!!!!!
poof. practically one hour of hard work gone AHAAA.
frus muchh.
***

once when i followed my bro and sis to tennis on monday i saw this guy which i recognized from monthly medal. SO I SAID HI. :) be nice ma. takkan see someone you recognize WALK RIGHT PAST YOU and not say ANYTHING.
so today i went. and i brought my books just in case tada spare court. HEHEHE. the coach told the guy to play with me. :D
he's sixteen subang jaya school name benjamin aka ben.
quite cute le. but look very shy. :)
ANYWAYSSS. he's not good for a boy. :/ but at least he can hit.. sorta.
fun.
tired.
eheeh.
***

omgomg baby(2) i finally saw that picture.. homg not to be overly judgemental.
WAIT LA. SCRATCH THAT. IM NOT BEING JUDGEMENTAL I'M JUST STATING A BLOODY FACT -.-
gosh. skanky bitch slash prostitute.
take your pick.
not saying she don't look good.. but well.
what the hell, it's her life right.
wthhh did they see in her i have no idea. they should teach me sometime.
***

i think i've figured it out. they like sluts.
***

i figure my geo is pretty much screwed.
fml
***

OHMYGODDDD. I JUST HAVE TO SAY THIS.
go check out this picture of GABRIEL TAN WEN YANG on fb. in zoe lim's album.
ohmygoodness it's so cute i just can't describe it. :/
cuter than chipmunksssss.
EEEEEEEEEEEE. pinch pinch hug hug. LOVEEE.
i shall print it out and stick on my wall and look at it when i'm feeling emo.
HAHAA. i swear he's the cutest thing i've ever seen in my lifeee.
***

omg we have to go to the library second period tomorrow -.- which means we don't get to do our masakan la wtf. I WANT TO BAKE THE FREAKING COOKIES I DON'T WANNA GO LEARN ABOUT ITALY UNLESS YOU GUYS ARE GIVING OUT FREE PIZZA.
ahh shizz u. at least postpone it. :/ to last period so no sejarah mwahahah.
***


guess who's my baby. :)
***

and i swear i know your face better than my own.

fear and panic in the air.

HOMG. i study more on weekends than i do on weekdays. that makes sense, right?
***

anyways todays breakfast at nirvana was one of the worst i ever had. seriously. SOO. i wanted to eat pan min in the first place, then mom and sister kept insisting on indian food. so fine. went there, no rava tosai. -.- roti canai. then the teh tarik. it was completely tasteless. so gave to dad, order new one. new one came completely tasteless too. -.- add sugar, freaking tastes the same. add more sugar, NOW TERLALU SWEET.
what to do. i didn't say anything i just drank it.
sucks.
***

i'm trying out for this scholarship thingy and the deadline is august 16th.
they want our pmr trial results. but that time, results also not out. so i think. good lah. trials will be better than my normal ones.
BUT WAIT O.
if results not out, they want the latest test. -.- FARKKK i tell u.
FARKKKKK.
tell me how nowwwwwww. D:
i really really really really really really want that scholarship.
***

anywaysssss. BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. OMG. :/
***

oh oh. does anyone feel hungry after studying?
cause i do.
i think i burn more calories studying than exercising.
seriously.
i had lunch at 4 plus and at 5 something i was hungry?
or is it hormonal imbalance. either that or studying lah.
I HAD FOUR PACKETS OF CHEEZELS.
mom angry at me.
heeehee pai seh.
***

dang it blahh.
***


i just wish.

then you left me broken hearted, now you don't mean a thing to me.

all i wanted was your love.
**

aiyooo fml blog looks so boring :( sucky sucky layout.
but where got time to change. no time.
***

mom says that if i do badly for trials she won't let me use the comp (for real) and she'll also take away my phone until pmr's over.
actually i wouldn't really mind if she did that.
HAHAHA.
***

mhm. anyways. tennis camp gonna be organized SOON. i really really really can't can't can't can't wait. HEHEHEHEHEEHEEEHEEEEEE.
lalalllalaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
***

can't wait for pmr to be over whewhehwehhwheheewwwwwwww.
WHEWWWWWWWWEWHEWWWWWWWW.
WHY OOH WHY DOES CHINESE HAVE TO BE THE LAST.
everyone else will be screaming their bloody heads off and the chinese-taking people will be sitting down there quietly... feeling really down... it's the most dreaded subject ever.
blahh.
***

one night and one more time.

thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great, she tastes like you only sweeter.

the song was playing on the radio this morning. Memories. :)
***

time to update bloggieh anywayss.
very very very unproductive day. >( trials are just next month fml.
we're all gonna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
like dieeee.

i can't believe it's august next month. wtf. time flies like so bloody fast.
ahhhhh.

nothing much to sayss.
skipped leo meeting. ahh find it such a waste of time now hees.
listen to LION IVAN drone on and on. wth. i don't feel really inspired by his talks. he just looks like another species of mr yap to me.
o yea they do look related kays.
***

kim's off to pd athlete camp. audrey's off to sport camp.
i'm home.
having a really romantic date...
with my textbooks. mmm.
really can't wait eh.
never-ending-nightmarish-date that's gonna go on until october. er. october what ah.
NO IDEA FML.

god i love xiaxue's blog.
hahah. read this:

how DARE men bully us like that!!!!!!

If any of my boyfriends ever cheats on me with the maid I would pretend not to mind and exactly one year later boil a pot of really hot oil.

I will then dress up in beautiful lingerie and persist in having kinky sex which involeves me tying him up.

He doesn't know, but I have sound proofed the apartment.

I'd then ask him, "darling, do you know what this is?" pointing to my left boob. He would say, "that's your breast baby..." while smiling like lecherous fool. I would then SLAP HIM and say, "THAT'S MY HEART, BROKEN!"

and he would start to panic because he is bound up and can feel the fury of a woman scorned.

"And Tauruses are very vengeful!"

He would reply, "But.. I thought Scorpios are the vengeful ones?" and I would then SLAP HIM again, asking him to shut up.

Having planned this for a year, my pot would whistle at this moment, telling me the oil is at its boiling point.

I would then gently inform him that's where his penis is going, and chop it off in one swift action MUAHAHAHA!

I'd drop his penis in, turn off the fire, and take my LV luggage bag and fly off to Milan for the rest of my very happy life (having also stole all his money).

MUAHAHAHHA! think castration is a very good punishment indeed. for cheaters, molesters, and rapists. ALL CASTRATE!

AND PLEASE LOR stupid women. iF YOU WANT TO GET A MAID, FOR GOODNESS SAKE GET A FUCKING UGLY ONE.


HAHAHAHA.


Blahblah bored la wei. no one talking to me wtf.
:/
fine. sob. fine.
i go study.
tatas.

can't stop me screaming out.

fucking dogs.

the world would be a much better place without them.

people who can't stand the truth.
people who ignore you.
people who are totally fucking unreasonable.
people who just make you mad.
people who lie to themselves.

hyper music.

im fuckin stuck at home while everyone's happily outside enjoying themselves.

mom just went like "you stay at home, finish lynette's math work"
"I already finished. =="
"okay then u study la".
bloody fuck.
damn fucking angry.
***


some idiot (no wait idiot's too nice, how bout dog. or piece of crap) just messed up my mood. what the fuck. you can actually WALK past me and not say something? wow. that's really. FUCKIN NICE OF YOU.
bitch.
seriously.
what the fuck's your problem. it's not what you did, it's what you haven't done.
i've never met someone so AWESOME. i wasn't mad at you. but now i am.
whole world's just fuckin me up.
i thought we were past that already.
seems we're not.
unless you're just being a bitch on purpose.
screw you.
***

school sucked today. obviously. school sucks. cause i'm seeing some dog's ugly lil face every day.
***

plus i can't on hitz fm.
***

fml la. the FUCKIN sun is shining.
HOW COME IT CAN SHINE ON MONDAY BUT IT CAN'T EVER EVER FUCKIN SHINE ON WEDNESDAY?
fml.
***

i'm gonna pig out on those chocolates. i don't care.
believe me, after that box of chocs, i'll be feeling awesome.

loneliness be over. why can't we see that when we bleed we bleed the same?

all of muse's songs are sooo nice. but right now im so in love with map of the problematique. the song is just so.. indescribably awesome that you just gotta love it.
just gotta love muse anyway.

stare stare at your profile. you're online. should i write something on your wall? i stare a moment longer and i exit. you wouldn't bother anyway, so why should i?
a moment later. and you're offline.
oh well.
***


had running nose again after not having it for so long. blahh.
***

PMR IS TWO MONTHS AWAY HOMG HOMG KILL ME PLS
***

BLA. it rained so no tennis again wtf.
SPORT EXCEL MASTERS THIS WEEKEND. faster mommy call tengku!
I think i get to skip school.
can you believe my mom said she wont send me for tennis on saturday if i dont clean my room.
my room ain't that messy seriously. it's messy but not THAT messy.
anyway SHE WAS JUST THREATENING ONLY. obviously it wouldn't happen.
but if it did, i'd die.
***

went to shahla's place yesterdayyy. god the food was just awesome as usual.
stayed there till like 12 hahaah. i watched glee there.
dumdidumdumdummmm. ahaha.
***

i wanna see muse NOWWW. like now.
i want my cousin to come back with my stuff. YEAHYEAHYEAH. HOPE HOPE HOPE SHE GOT ME THE STUFF. ARGH.
i wanted to ask my uncle who's coming over from australia to get me the stuff. but. HA HA WHO AM I KIDDING. he'd give me a lecture. i think. he'd go all.. you shouldn't be so into these bands or some krap like tht la. and where would he find the stuff anyway. -_-
nvm. his son is in s'pore and can send me WHATEVER I WANT. HAH.
cuz he's kool like dat. :)
***

blahblah. i love muse. byebye.

you're something beautiful. a contradiction. you'd never dream about breakin asphyxiation.

our hearts could bind like a neutron star collision.

i am really really really really obsessed with muse now. i know some kiasu people out there will be like. HUH? you mean you just found out about muse NOW?! walao where has this girl been living, under a rock ah?

kiasu buttsss. well shut up i prolly know more about them than you.

well. i kept trying to win tickets when they came to malaysia in 2007. AND AND. i was at the fb page for muse in malaysia. and (i actually went to muse's websites and stalked their tour dates) the admin says that there's a gap of 12 days from muse's concert in dunno japan and someplace else and they're tryin to get muse to come to malaysia? o.o
but the place is like godknows how far from m'sia.

BUT. GOOD NEWSS. they're most probably most definitely coming over next year. HAH. HAH. HAH. HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAAH.

i'm sooooooo uber freaking ecstatic.
idc what my parents say i'm gonna be at the airport screaming like a mad lady SCRATCH THAT. LIKE EVERYONE ELSE wanting their autographs. :) i mean come on la. loyal fan ma. i listen to them every single day ok. 8D
im betting you that the amount of people who went to the airport to see muse will be TRIPLE the amount of people who went to see david archuleta. :D

KIMBERLEY WE GO TOGETHER K. :P
***

i feel like going to singapore suddenly.
homg muse merchandise overseas is so bloody awesome. unfair like krap oni. D:
their. some puzzle which looks like a rubik but isn't square is effin koool. D:
COME QUICK TO MALAYSIAAA. COME QUICK 2011!!!!
***


stupid stupid coach who said that we can't play there on weekends. it's just so infuriating sitting in the house while the frigggin SUN is out there smiling like a mad idiot.
seriously. i damn damn damn beh song.
THAT PLACE. WAS THE BEST PLACE TO PLAY AMONG ALL THE COURTS.

no. 1- it's shady all the time. SHADY. ALL THE TIME.
no.2- NO ONE GOES THERE. so we have the court to ourself as much as we want.
no.3- it's so convenient cause it's so near my place.
no.4- it's at playground and there are friendly people around. eg. when the ball flies out, someone is always there to help you throw it back in. :) and there is this couple with the sweetest dog ever. i love that dog. eye candy la that dog. :) and there's a retarded uncle there. very nice to talk to him wan. HAHAHAHA.
no.5- it's right opposite audrey's aunt's place. :D


man. i hate that coach and all the people who complained. -.- wtf. just cause you're not playing you don't wanna let us play. just cause we're not residents. -_- bloody idiots.
seriously. so bloody selfish and shallow.
you can't be coaching the whole damn day. if you're stupid enough to, i hope you drop dead from exhaustion.
***

oops. i should go study now.
toodlies.

FARKKKKKKKKKK.

I JUST FARKING LOST OUT ON MONEY AGAIN.

PIGU PIGU.

BLOODY HELL MAN! HAHAHAHA.

DAMN DAMN GAO ANGRY.

feel my heart implode.

i tell you my blog fonts really suck bad. this is the normal font size.
imma try using large.

NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW LA DEE DAAA. it's sports day. -_- wasting time.
heeheee we're missing double geo and double math. EHEHEH.
i tell you we're screwed for geo. -.- kamal has like. what. eight chapters left to go. and he doesn't teach man. wth. hello, encik "veryfriendlyandnice" kamal, GIVING LATIHAN doesn't really count as teaching, sorry.
just saying "nah, saya photostat 2 helai kertas, buat ya." and then he sits there and dunno write what shit on his books. ISN'T GOING TO HELP US.
i miss pn tehh. D: and making fun of her voice has definitely made my happy endorphin count lower. BLAHHHSSS.

wtfshbbq. my money has totally EVAPORATED into thin air.
***

oh well. all this sitting and waiting around waiting for something to happen isn't the best for me. if anything is going to happen, it'd have. so i have to accept it wont. :)
but i can't. sue me laaaaaaaa.
D: D: D: D: D: D:
this is turning into J all over again.
or basically it's a repeat of form 2.
whatever. i'm going to drown myself in matthew bellamy's sexy dulcet tones. yum.
***


muse is never going to come to malaysia.
-.-
neither is lady gaga, OBVIOUSLY. boo.
***


uncle coming over from australia. asks if there's anythin we want from there.
obviously, what I WANT is outta the question.
***

studystudystudystudy.

bai.

i love you baby, and if it's quite all right i need you baby.

you'll wake the thought police.

i won't bother saying much here. just that i nearly won a lot of money and i didn't get it just cause i said KATY PERRY FT TIMBALAND instead of TIMBALAND FT KATY PERRY.
bloody babi. i didn't really think it'd matter but it did. -_-
so poof money gone. eff.
blardy wanna kikkk myself.
***

school's been a drag. somehow it seems really pointless and all. :/
like yeah pmr's coming but i feel better studyin at home.
blahblahblahhhh. pn grace is annoying as everrrr. encik mohamed and narul still don't teach. awesome by me.
and pn liew got a haircut LMAOOO.
okay nuff bout teachers.
***

CHICKEN LITTLE PN TEH. chinese class was hilarious la today.
sat there with jit how, ee vern and kim and talk talk talk and laugh.
DID YOU KNOW. jit how is like a pro pro pro pro pokemon card player.
he is sponsored. he's missing a lot of trial exams, plus he's staying in the hilton hotel, travelling by cathay pacific F.O.C. to go to freaking HAWAII to play...

POKEMON CARDS.


and guess what. the winner of the tourney gets a scholarship to the uni of his/her choice.
eg. oxford. harvard. cambridge. you name it. you get it.
all because of.

POKEMON CARDS.

you see how cool it is.
why didn't i play pokemon cards when i was young?
seriously jit how. i hate you. teach me how to play pokemon cards! :D

POKEMON CARDS.

I'M SO SORRY I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT. :/

ooh another thing i can't stop thinkin abouttt.
MUSE. on my mind. night and day.
seriously obsessed with their music. HAHAAHAAA.
i listen to them before i fall asleep, when i wake up, when i shower, everywhere.
LOL.
loveeee.

love is our resistance.

i'm asphyxiated.

I WISH I WENT FOR PJI.
I didn't go cause. lazy. and so few people going.
who knew all those unexpected people turned up right. -_-
next year they better go.
*

you know.
muse.
is so awesome.
i can't believe i fell in love with them this late.
regrets.
just like. that you know..

muse. is so awesome. i could die.
WHY O WHY CAN'T THEY COME TO MALAYSIA.
omggg. i tell you. if they come to s'pore again, i'll beg beg beg my parents to take me see them. omg.
i'll tell them. no need birthday or christmas presents for like. seven years.
i MUST see them.
:OOOO
MUSE MUSE MUSE.
how can anyone not like themm.
ahaha.
i'm high listening to them.
:D
**


LALLAA MUSEEE.
all i'm thinkin about is muse.
you know.
matthew bellamy's voice.
mmmm.

ECLIPSE HOMG ECLIPSE.

i'm going against my rule. i'm blogging.
got pretty lots of shit to blog about.

auditions?
went to martin's house with kim and asyraff to practice. ahahaha.
his house is mind blowing. and i remembered i haven't paid him back yet la deng. ahhaa.
auditions boo.
***

emmm. sabrina's birthday.
Happy birthday i love you blahblahblah the rest you already know aitee? :D

so the story is. i wasn't planning on going. cause of pmr and all that. then i found out that she wasnt gonna go cause i wasn't going. but i still wasn't sure. then diwern told me. D: then i was like. shit. feel damn guilty now. then i told my mom about it.
i was already going to go, just that i wasn't feeling really good about it.
my mom convinced me to go. she told me something about her friend not going to her wedding cause of WORK. which is a lame excuse right.
so YES I WENT. and felt fine about it.
whole day i pretended i couldn't go. ahhaha. i think i acted fine this time right?
at the cinema she found out! hahaha.

omgg. i spilt a lot of my popcorn dammit. D:
and at the entrance giving our tix. the guy looked at me and said.
mana ic?
inside i was like OH SHIT SHIT SHIT need IC? i was panicking like hell.
then i looked at py and mad they were just staring at the guy.
then i said. erm. ohmygod. i didn't bring my ic.
then the guy was like haha just joking la.
-_-'''
i felt really stupid after that.

movie was awesome. really. it wasn't like twilight or new moon which positively SUCKED ass.
but eclipse. was. good.
hot guys galore. cool scenes all over. HOMGG.
the vamps look cooler now. carlisle and jasper look better. rosalie too. but but i prefer the first victoria. and the volturi omg <3
i love riley. me and madeleine were oooh-ing when he came onscreen! hahah.
i love jacob!!!
YES SABRINA, AND SETH. AKA BOO BOO STEWART. AHAHAHAHHA.
that's epicc.

madeleine was being retarded and laughing at all the wrong scenes. -_-
seriously damn annoying weiii. haha.
like when he was proposing to bella. and when they were kissing.
OH i love the proposing scene. it wasn't corny. FOR ONCE.
it actually. was really sweet!

hoped you liked the surprise sabi. muacks.

TOTAL MOOD SPOILER.

and i was in such a good mood over germany's goal.
**

not only that ruined my mood. the fact that the belgium girl lost to vera in the semis and VERA got in the semis WHICH SHE DOESN'T DESERVE makes me feel so bad for the belgium girl. i wanted her to be in the finals so badly. so obviously the ladies' singles finals sucked. it was over in like one hour.
and my bro was pissin me off.
***

yeah yeah so maybe you were emo but you don't have to push it all on us okay.
you're a real nice person ya know that?
you're like. DA BEST.
stupid stupid stupid.
ARRGH.
***

should we just sing now or what.

all we got left is love now.

i'm telling you. i hate the rain so much. i have tennis. and it rained. babi. babi babi.
i nearly cried.
seriously la. STOP RAINING D:
i wish the weather would be hot hot hot sunny sunny sunny blue blue blue when i have tennis.
after that, you can rain all you want. :) HEAR THAT?
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there's this very nice white sheet of i dunno what outside my house. i have no idea what it is.
it's like one chunk of wall just dunked in the forest.
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studying sejarah now. can't believe it. pmr's just THREE FRIGGIN MONTHS AWAY?!
how the hell did that happen. i still remember the time when we were all like pmr's still NINE months away. and now its three.
holy holy crap.
i'm in deep shit.
deeeeeeeppp shit.
i've never felt so unprepared in my life.
where did all that time fly to?
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leo installation performance.
jia hwang and eu weng are supposed to be our awesome guitarists.
please please pleaseeee! :D
i belanja you roti canai and milo ice.
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ohmygoodness berdych is in the finals. goddd. i was so hoping djokovic would win cause berdych beat federer and all. :///
yeesh.
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i wanna watch eclipse. but i really don't know if my parents will let me out for it. :/
and i wanna watch knight and day. tom cruise looks freaking sexy ey.
*droool

take me on the floor